holy crap

i was supposed to be there. but i'm not.

so i shall have one last chance to see my future... (who knows what?) live in person. and the glasses possibly killed me dead.

j is going to look for guys for us in england. haha, i want a black hair, bespectacled, maybe blue/brown eyes. haha.

gah so cute.

one and a half more hour before i'm leaving for SINGFEST!!! :D

OH MY GOD... *needs to breathe*